Ready?...

Haha, i'm here again...

Anyway, i just finished talking to my friends outside...(my school is our neighbor...my classmates usually go to my home...xD)... Hehe continuation of teh above...

I know i said i am not ready for a relationship with a guy... but for some reason... i want to be close with a guy... to know how men think, how they react, and how they feel... you might not believe it, but girls are very different from boys...its like Man and aliens...

But i'm scared to fall for him, or he will fall for me... i don't like that to happen, coz, i know i am not yet ready... i still have to mature, to become a real woman... a woman who can take care of herself and so as other people. A woman who can really work for God, so i can put God first before 'him'...A woman who has enough strength to endure and fix up a quarrel with my mate... i know you might ask why i take this things so seriously... well i really do. Having a relationship with a guy isn't just a game we play... its reality, a choice, a commitment. Great things start with small things... So a relationship can start from a simple mere crush. That's why i refrain from having serious crushes, but its friggin' too hard!... So i fill my mind up with arts and music, yet it can't...what can i do?! i am in a world full of men! i can't run away from them?!... But then, if i give up now, and clear up all my barriers and let myself fall inlove, won't it be unfair for my future mate?... So i clearly see now, that me? Shiriel Elise D. Magalong, isn't ready to fall inlove...