A new beginning...

Have you ever felt that you were empty deep within? i mean your so bored, and everything you do cannot seem to satisfy your hunger, or boredom? If you did... its time to pray and come back to the Lord..:3 The Lord makes you feel that way, so that you can come back to Him... in short it means that He misses you...^^ and guess what? that's exactly how i feel AGAIN these past few days... but this time its different...

I have tons of stuff that i wanted to do, like decorate my room, write my story, CG, and simply design my clothes...but then everytime that i am about to start, i felt empty, my ideas goes super dry, that leads me to laziness... as in everyday this happens... SO i thought maybe i need a inspiration... and well i had tons of crushes and still no inspiration... So i realized that what i really needed is God, and He alone.. and now its a new beginning for me to change! :3 and no one can stop me...^^ Starting this day, my blog will be letters for God...hehe and did you know that YuAiChi means, Happy Love story? So my happy love story is about God... ^^ Starting today i shall use this blog as my love letters for Jesus..:3

Dear Jesus,
Today i felt the hunger to serve you passionately again... I'm so sorry if i've been away for long... but you know? i have great news for you... Our church is going to have a bigger and better worship service every Sunday... There'll be more instruments and more vocals and more new ideas, its as if every Sunday there'll be a concert held just for you and you alone... I'm actually excited about this...

We talked about moving freely in worship towards you... but for some reason i cannot move my body freely... but deep within, my heart is already dancing for you... i want to be free Jesus, Free to worship and adore you... i'm not sure what's holding me back, but i'll surely find it out soon, so i can worship you the way you want me to... I want to put a smile in your face Jesus... i want you to be happy as you've made me happy every single day.

I know i've been unfair... coz almost every successful thing i've done, i took the credit... when it should be yours.. i'm sorry... Jesus, help me to be humble... help me to give all the glory back to you always... Jesus, i know you gave me the gift of singing, and to be honest? when i heard my voice, i feel proud, coz it sounds so sweet... but then again i remembered that this isn't my voice... this is YOUR voice... and i'm just a tool for the people to hear the sweet sound of your voice.,.. i thank you Lord for using me... i am honored to be your daughter and your singer...:3

Your daughter,

Shiriel