Friendship...c=

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When there comes a time when you feel your alone,
Just lock your right hand with your left hand,
Then go out and look at the sky,
after that close your eyes and think of me...

Remember we may live apart,
but we still live under one sky,
and i may not be there with you physically,
but in your heart i am there...
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Something i piled up and mixed up...:3

Dear Jesus,
To be honest, i never had that stable best friend that i've always wanted... I wanted a bestfriend who'd i can go out with in the beach, shop clothes with, do silly stuff with, or even plain have sleepovers in my home... I did have bestfriends, but for some reason they don't stay long..i don't know if its something wrong with me, or i'm just plain expecting too much... But now?... i realized that i don't need a best friend... coz of you....

Truly, you are the bestfriend that i've been praying for all these years... I've been praying for a male bestfriend... and i just came to realize now, that you are truly the only best friend i could ever had... you may not go to the beach with me, but you made that beach for me.... you may not shop clothes with me, but you supply the money i need for those clothes... you may not do silly stuff with me, but you protect me from silly stuff that can hurt me... you may not have sleepover over my house, but you've always been there to guide me sleep... I knew i had bestfriends before...and they've all changed me... and i did alot of great stuff with them, and truly they are great blessings in my life...

Maybe the reason why i don't have a stable best friend is because, people change, time change, circumstances change...That's what it is...it's life... but one thing that nothing could ever change, is the treasure of the friednship... The memories of a great friendship... If i could just write about every bestfriend i had, i bet they'll all did alot of chnage in my life too...changes that made a better person.. I thank you for giving them to me... ^^ ...

From now on, i will stop asking for a best friend... coz all these years i already had a best friend, waiting for me... and that's you... *hug* and not only that... another reason is that i always did have a best friend... and they're all in my heart... i may not be with them physically, but in my heart they are all always treasured...

Jesus i love you so much...when i'm alone i will just lock my hands together and close my eyes and think of you...your daughter Shiriel, your own song...:3