Monday, September 18, 2006

Indians...


Dear Jesus,

Look what i made for Angela! hehe i worked hard for this..anyway, i relly love the way it turned out, do you also? hehe ofcourse you do, coz that was your art and you used me to print it out..:3 hehe anyway!

Lord, yesterday i watched the indians dance in the 'world's indegenious tribes' and wel my first impression was..."i want to take a pic with them! they're so cute!xD' hehe so i tried following them, trying to get a pic of EVRY indian...and guess what? i got my wish...but for some reason, something struck me... As i watched one of the 'cutest' Indians dance, i realized something... They were so free and joyful to worship you through they're dancing... you can see the joy in their faces, the excitement, teh thrill of worshipping you... they didn't care how foolish they looked, they just dance with all their might to worship you...then, i looked at myself...and i asked myself, "why can't i do that?" i mean just look at them! i know they have touched your very heart because of their dance,coz they gave their BEST!... You can see them sweat and tired, but still they continue to worship as if there was no tomorrow anymore... even when the songs stopped some of them were still dancing... you can see the real joy of worshipping you through their dance and especially trhough their expressions...

I wonder why i couldn't do that?... I WANT to do that.. i want to worship you with all my heart,soul,body,mind and spirit! i want to touch your heart! i want to put a smile on your face... I want you to feel how grateful i am for ldying on that cross... i want to put a smile on your face... i want to glorify you...

Those indians...what do they have that i don't? Well, it is the freedom of myself... i don't know if anyone could understand me... but i know you do... The freedom to do so much for you, the freedom to erase all insecurities and just worship you, the freedom to not care about what people think when i worship you...

Those indians inspired me... and really made me realize that i should give my BEST to you. I should be FREE to worship you... I should be PURE in worshipping you... but most of all, i should be GLAD to worship you...

I will make a change someday in this world... and these indians has taught me a great lesson on freedom...and soon, i will understand and perfect this FREEDOM that i've been thinking about, and that will be the start of my purpose!

Shiriel

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